Existing in a Vacuum
That's the goal;
I need to live with myself, accept my own company, define "me" in the absence of "you".
Quite a task, I'd say. Maybe reading manga in a candle lit bath will help.
I'd like to be happy you see.
Here's the kicker though:
I can't be happy with you,
I need to be happy, and be with you.
Let me rephrase then,
The goal isn't to exist in a vacuum,
Its to enjoy the vacuum.
(As I did when I was 12 and got bored of my hand.)